~IT's My L!Fe~

The winds kept flowing and the yacht kept sailing... Sailing in the uncharted waters, With no direction and no destination... The view was amazing and the music of freedom refreshing... you fell in love with the wind and forgot your way.. The path that was destined for you, That you shall have to take.. Coz that's a commitment you have made, even though that's not what your heart says... The wind stopped and so did the yacht... you came back to senses and got off before its too late.. the wind and water is what you still crave... But you stop your breath and settle for the fate..  Give up on the love for winds and water and tell the world that's what you hate... No am not blaming you.. How can I... you were the victim here... A victim of clueless wind, A victim of carefree water... A victim of beautiful view, A victim of sweet music... The winds will flow again and so will the yacht.. You won't sail on it and will look when it will pass.. There wil...

I Love You, the three misused, over used words in our country, We all have heard it, used it but do we actually mean it? On every corner of street you'll fine some romeo try to say the same to one or the other girl & if saying was not enough you'll find it engraved on trees, historic monuments, so much so on your school/college benches and also not to forget the infamous boys washrooms! Very often the words are misused, we use I Love you when we should actually be using, I Like you as in most cases it just starts with merely infatuation but considering our country people should actually say I Lust for you 'coz that what they actually mean, its pure and simple attraction and not an emotional one but LUST in most of the cases. Not that i do not believe in Love, it sure exists but the dynamics have changed, it is more about convenience, not many have the energy or devotion to handle it, but you can't blame them, life is now a rat race, it has become all about ac...

Zindagi mano doraha pe aa kar thum gayi ho jaise... Ek raha pe jane ki izzazt nhin, dusri pe jane ko dil nhin... Dard ka khel bhi nirala hai.. Ek taraf pana aur dusre pe de jana hai.. Aaina rakh diya ho samne mano jaise.. Kabhi muskurate hain to kabhi ro lete hain.. Khin dur ek raha aur nazar aati hai.. Ghor andhere ke aage ek loh nazar aati hai.. Jana aasan nhin aur kal ki khabhar nhin.. Ek khushnuma kal ya gum ka tarana hai.. Is doraha se aage jana hai.. Thoda dard le jana hai aur thoda de jana hai... Is Doraha se aage jana hai...

“ I came for a REASON , My Love Extended it To a SEASON wanted it to last for a LIFETIME but Lost my LIFE in DELUSION!!! While I was carpeting the Rough road you were Enjoying in the sea of LOVE!! Never Expected an Answer , Never expected Love... All I expected was some TRUTH and All I got were TEARS!!! "

This is a post that i wrote on January 3rd 2007, when i used to blog only when i had a bad day and some thought would be disturbing me, and my blog was one place where i used to pour out all my feelings!!! So why am I re posting a Two and a Half year old entry, well just read this post and then I'll tell you why... Just when i thought that my life is rocking with out any problems n tensions….. something happened which reminded me of 1 of my previous blog entry where i wrote:— “when love invades,,,,, frenship fades….” yes this quotation again proved to be a truth… it feels so bad when some one who is close to u, n was with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship… I am not talking about just sm1 bt 1spl one… yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her when she ws in trouble or pain or when she had a fight wd her love… bt a month long love story can break years of friendship n trust… just think how will u feel when a fren like this who ws s...

This post was composed by -  Moushumi Samajdar When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Each day you  hoped and prayed, That he would keep staying this way. He treated you like you were supposed to be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And till one day it went all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you felt and wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend and would never mend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things might be untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the only one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too...

Posted by mobile phone: "Just a random thought at the middle of night.. Pardon me for the idiotic rhyme, and understand the feeling behind..." I always thought i was different And doesn't need any other person for existence... Friends n Girl friend all were there.. But i got comfort alone at stairs... So many dreams, but so little i could do.. So many people, but alone i was that is true.. I was abnormal.. but never bothered... Coz i was different.. And needed no one for existence.. But when the cool wind blows.. And i stand in corridors... Alone i don't want to be.. But find no one along with me... Friends girl friend still there somewhere.. But that special someone nowhere... Its then when i feel.. I need someone with mee... Not a girlfriend whom i thought was different.. Not a group of friends who don't understands... A guy or a gal i don't care.. But who enjoys this air, The night and its flare... The fluttering leaves and the chimering winds... Not a word...

Ack:- Moushmi When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know What I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; I had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, 30% shares of my company and the car. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. Th...

Finally its here, the day I was waiting for past 1 year... last year same day someone said yes to me and changed my life, she added colors to my life, a smile on my face and made me realize that this life is worth living and is quite beautiful got the love of my life after a waiting for complete 4 years... The wait was worth it as the 1 year I spent with her was the best time of my life something I can never forget but a fool can never realize the worth of true love and I think am definitely  the biggest fool... People tell me that no one can understand women the way you do, you have a women's heart but I proved them wrong... I made her go away made her to leave me I broke up with her 2 days back...  Yes it was my own doings that made her to leave me... I still don’t know what got into me maybe its all the tension that I am taking about her career which she's not taking seriously or is it something related to my own dreams that I want to fulfill but why can't I fulfill them...

'You told me you loved me I told you I loved back You broke my heart And you don't feel bad I definitely had you once And want you back but all you will do Is say you love me Then you will just deny it How the fuck do you think I feel Not to good Not to well So why don't you go to hell' ( source )

"love at first sight" a poem i came to know from the movie "turn left turn right" that really touched my heart... Love at First Sight by Wislawa Szymborska They both thought that a sudden feeling had united them This certainty is beautiful, Even more beautiful than uncertainty. They thought they didn't know each other, nothing had ever happened between them, These streets, these stairs, this corridors, Where they could have met so long ago? I would like to ask them, if they can remember - perhaps in a revolving door face to face one day? A "sorry" in the crowd? "Wrong number" on the 'phone? - but I know the answer. No, they don't remember. How surprised they would be For such a long time already Fate has been playing with them. Not quite yet ready to change into destiny, which brings them nearer and yet further, cutting their path and stifling a laugh, escaping ever further...

hey lots of stuff to talk about but will discuss some other day... lots of stuff happened.. like getting my lost love back... n the best part she still loves me but no relationship possible now.. also.. ups n downs or should i say bad bad time in some1's life who are close to me.. then above all... me getting very serious 4 d person i always say is wrong for me ... n having the best moments of my life wd her.. or should i say past 17 days should keep on repeating again n again... n 2day is that unfortunate day when it all ended... maybe the shortest love story of my life....... will talk bout all this later ya shayad na bhi kar paun...

Love is constant,no matter what the season Its that beautiful emotion which has no explanation or reason... For as times change & people do,,Love stays forever True... May be that's the reason,Why there'll always be... SEASON OF HEART.... "Happy Valentines day" may destiny always favours u n ur love life n if u get true love..don't let it go... all the best tc n keep-smiling... ©-passionvaibhav.co.nr p.s:- plz dnt fwd this quote...or if u want to use it plz dnt remove the ©-tag...

jst whn i thot that my life is rocking wdout ny probs n tensions..... something happened which reminded me of 1 of mine previous blog entry where i wrote:--- "when love invades,,,,, frenship fades...." yes this quotation again proved to be a truth... it feels so bad when some 1 who is close to u,,n ws with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship... am nt talking abt just sm1 bt 1spl one... yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her whn she ws in trouble or pain or whn she had a fight wd her love... bt a month long love story can break years of frenship n trust... jst think how will u feel whn a fren like this who ws so close to u tells u on ur face that she has changed her cell no n she ws nt takng ny1's call after being asked "that why were u nt taking my calls or replying to my msgs which i hv been sending for past 1 month.." n evn after this she tells u that she wont giv...

well its been a long time since i posted anything bt kya karta... circumstances were like tht..... kabhi khushi kabhi gum.... 1 day whn i ws happy n ws abt to write  a blog entry... life became upside down... it ws a weird period... full of ups n downs.... hmm u must be wondering ki meri life hi aisi kyun hai baki kisi ki life to aisi nahin hai... well life is nvr gud or bad---its just ur state of mind... the way it handles diff situations.... waise dekha jaye to it ws a confusing time for me,my mind n for my hrt... ws stuck in the net of relationships.... wht relation tht to i also dnt know coz tht ws the problem........ finally am out of it bt trust me the results r nt in my favour..... n acc.. to my sixth sense.. afteraffects will also be nt in my favour.... a bad period is abt to begin bt i think this tiem i'll hv to do sumthing... afterall  i  hv  to  survive.... nyways will write more l8r on.... busy with exams n controling emotions rt now.... u tc n njoy ...

another gr8 article by my fren Nitin Tiwari but this article is not complete yet..... but whatever he has written till now is worth reading..so plz do read it.... n nitin wishing u all the best....n complete it as soon as possible we r waiting waiting for it...... What does love give to you when you give everything for the love? The moment this question comes to your mind, I think love abandons you because love is special like a very small yet infinitely bright, flickering light which extinguishes with the slightest disturbance in the air. So, hold your breath because you are in love. A journey which contains thousands of moments which will turn eternal in time. Her eyes, smile, twist in face, falling of hair etc things you never noticed until now. Ever given a thought what those eyes tell to you? When you two were talking of simple things that day and suddenly something came over you and you grabbed her hand and she turned her head towards you as if shocked and met your gaze. You kno...

By:-  NITIN TEWARI{a fren of mine} Source:-http://himtimes.com/ ¡®Falling¡¯, a word which often brings a wave of negative conclusions on hearing it. A deductive study, which reigns over the brains of almost all the homo-sapiens, would relate it to an array of conclusions like breaking, accident, dangerous sports, vertigo etc. ¡®Love¡¯, a human emotion which has for centuries mesmerized the already complex comprehension power of human beings. A simple four letter word, which is so entangled that when analyzed is found to force great writers to give special functions to a vital organ- heart. Though a serious physician would totally deny the involvement of heart in any major activity besides pumping blood but you still say to others that, ¡±see through your heart¡± or ¡°let your heart guide you¡±. While former is strictly a function of an eye, latter one owes it¡¯s debt to brain. Love is not just a simple emotion instead a state where even the smile of someone can...

ppl if u have not read my second last entry {sub-self composed quote} then plz scroll down n read that first... hey ppl this blog entry is actually a sequel of my last two entries.....aaj bus baithe baithe dil mein ek khayal aaya kya maine apni last two blog entries post karke kuch galat to nahin kiya...coz yaaron aaj aisa lagta hai ki agar hum acha dost hun to mere mein itni understanding to honi hi chahiye ki yeh samaj sakun dosti ka rishta is nowhere compareble to relation of love... dost hun to unke pyar ko samjna chahiye mujhe naki apni dosti ko lekar unki life mein taang adani chahiye balki mujhe to unke love ko badne dena chahiye naki usme taang adani chahiye shayad yahi dosti hai....what do u think guys....pata nahin ek din socha tha ki ab mein use dost nahin kahunga but frens aaj bhi mein kisi se uske baare mein kuch galat nahin sun sakta n hamari dosti bahut achi thi n i think it still is n this is the call of this relationship that i shud stop thinking abt myself n let th...

hey ppl yesterday i posted a blog {sub:-self composed quote--if u hv not read it then first scroll down n read it}and 2day one of my frens told me abt an article in the ahmedabad times today under the category "relationships" which is in support of my yesterday's blog....here's the article....do read it till the end... disclaimer:- both of these blogs are in any sense not a personal comment to anyone its just represents my personal feelings.... Have you lost your identity? Read on to know if you have started to alter yourself and your lifestyle just to suit your partner Being in love is a fantastic feeling. However, there are those who remain loving and are able to maintain their identity and there is another set of people who go slightly off balance when they get into a relationship. Do you ever notice that small things about you and your lifestyle have changed ever since you got involved with your current partner? The following are a few signs you nee...

hey frens i just composed this quote after something happened in my life will tell u abt that l8r first see this quote:- "whn love invades~frenship fades" i composed this coz of the fact one of my very good fren who is my other fren's gf.but my frenship with this gal was indipendent in nature n not at all related to this guy...n now they r 2gether n a few weeks back i had a fight with this guy n 2day i came to know that my best fren is also not tlking to me n is angry with me....just because this guy told her abt our fight but was our frenship so week that she didn't even talked abt it to me n never asked me abt my sid of story n became angry without telling me anything... so guys what do u think don't  u think whn love enters some1's life they tend to forget their frens..is frenship a very weak relationship.....????????? waiting for ur comments......