~IT's My L!Fe~

Zindagi mano doraha pe aa kar thum gayi ho jaise... Ek raha pe jane ki izzazt nhin, dusri pe jane ko dil nhin... Dard ka khel bhi nirala hai.. Ek taraf pana aur dusre pe de jana hai.. Aaina rakh diya ho samne mano jaise.. Kabhi muskurate hain to kabhi ro lete hain.. Khin dur ek raha aur nazar aati hai.. Ghor andhere ke aage ek loh nazar aati hai.. Jana aasan nhin aur kal ki khabhar nhin.. Ek khushnuma kal ya gum ka tarana hai.. Is doraha se aage jana hai.. Thoda dard le jana hai aur thoda de jana hai... Is Doraha se aage jana hai...

“ I came for a REASON , My Love Extended it To a SEASON wanted it to last for a LIFETIME but Lost my LIFE in DELUSION!!! While I was carpeting the Rough road you were Enjoying in the sea of LOVE!! Never Expected an Answer , Never expected Love... All I expected was some TRUTH and All I got were TEARS!!! "

Kaash koyi Hota ,  Jo Samajhta is Dil Ko.. Baarish ki pehli boond aur Sard subah ki pehli dhoop ko... Samajhta un ehsason ko , Jo shabdon se baiyaan nahin hote.. Aur Samajhta us ek aansun ko jo aankhon tak aata to hai , par kahin kho sa jata hai... Kaash koyi Hota ,  Jo Samajhta is Dil Ko.. Dil mein chupe hazaroon armaano ko, Un ankahee khayalon ko, Mujhko aur meri Tanhayi ko... Kaash koyi Hota ,  Jo Samajhta Is Dil Ko , Is shayeri ko. ..

My sincere apologies to all my readers for not updating my blog for a long time.. but that doesn't mean i have stopped thinking or my heart has stopped working... As i always say Whenever a thought strikes your heart and soul never let it go waste convert it into words... Since its a little difficult to blog then and there, i tried to convert those thoughts in SMS and here are a few msgs that i composed whenever i found myself lonely... Kehte hain Duniya simat si gayi hai... Chund taaron se judh si gayi hai... Par is mobile aur net ki duniya mein, humne to khudko bheed mein bhi tanha paya hai.. Do ghoont pine ke baad rota paya hai.. Kisi ke intezaar mein waqt ko bhool gaye hain, Intezaar kiska hai ab to yeh bhi bhool gaye hain... Hamari nazaron se dekho duniya bikhar si gayi hai, Taaron ke jaal mein Fus si gayi hai... Yeh Rishte bhi kitne ajeeb hote hain na??? Kab kisse jud jaye iski khabar hi khan hone dete hain... Kis baat se toot jayen yeh kisko pata... Ehmiyat inki tab pata chu...

Posted by mobile phone: "Just a random thought at the middle of night.. Pardon me for the idiotic rhyme, and understand the feeling behind..." I always thought i was different And doesn't need any other person for existence... Friends n Girl friend all were there.. But i got comfort alone at stairs... So many dreams, but so little i could do.. So many people, but alone i was that is true.. I was abnormal.. but never bothered... Coz i was different.. And needed no one for existence.. But when the cool wind blows.. And i stand in corridors... Alone i don't want to be.. But find no one along with me... Friends girl friend still there somewhere.. But that special someone nowhere... Its then when i feel.. I need someone with mee... Not a girlfriend whom i thought was different.. Not a group of friends who don't understands... A guy or a gal i don't care.. But who enjoys this air, The night and its flare... The fluttering leaves and the chimering winds... Not a word...

i was thinking about a sms to forward to my frens.. but instead composed these few lines:-- WATER WATER ALL AROUND... RAINING FROM SKY.. TEARS FROM EYES... SAME YET DIFF. IN HEART... A HARMONY UNSUNG... MAKING ME REALIZE HOW SHORTLIVED THIS BEAUTY IS!!! Well there's lots i wanna write but witing for the right time.. will update soon...

OK tell me how will u feel when sm1 u like... is interested in sm1 else.. or whn that sm1 asks u for suggestions regarding her love life n abt sm1 whom she kindoff like... knowing that i also kindoff like her... ya ya i know she wants to be just my best fren.... bt cant i ever be sm1 more than a fren for a girl... am so pissed of with the foll lines used by 100's of girls who were or are a part of my life... 1>u r one of the best guy i hv ever met... 2>ur hrt is so pure n how can u care so muh abt a girls feelings... 3>u the best fren i can ver get... 4>am so lucky to hv a fren like u... i mean u understand me n its always so comfortable to talk to u n to share my feelings with u... n so on... bt in a nutshell i can be a best fren... a gr8 guy to talk to n a person whom u want in ur life as a fren always... bt i can nvr be sm1 whom a girl cn like more than a fren... this all reminds me of the movie "just frens(2005)"which i saw in Srilanka-Singapore flight... ...