~IT's My L!Fe~

Baanvre dill kya karney chala hai... Jo tera  ho nahin sakta usse pane chala hai.. Sapna rangeen sahi par hai to sapna hi.. Wo door sahi par hai to apna hi... Na rakh wo chahat jo mumkin nahin... Kho dega usse bhi jo hai to apna hi.. Baavren dill kya karne chala hai.. Sapna ek haseen dekhne chala hai.. Sambhal ja e dill yeh mumkin nahin... Pane ki chahat jisse tu rakh ke challa hai.. Baavren dill kya karna chala hai.... <Posted from WordPress for Android>

2 Facebook Friends, 2 different posts, 2 different emotions, 2 seprate comments joins together to form this small composition!! "Zindagi ke safar mein Raaste abhi aur bhi hain... In raaston mein abhi humsafar aur bhi hain... Chood gya koyi saath kisi mord par iska gum na kar... Piye ja rum aur badhe chal abhi Manzil aur bhi hain!!!"

“Log kehte hain Shabdon mein bahut taqat hai... yeh Lafz chahen to Dil badal sakte hain insaan badal sakte hain aur to aur yeh poora mulkh badal sakte hain.. Yeh lafz to aapke bhi hain aur hamare bhi par fir kyun, na hum dil badal paye aur na hi insaan.. Jab badal gaye lafz aur na badle mulkh tab jana asli taqat na to un lafzon mein hai aur na hi unhe kehne walon mein.. Agar taqat hai to sirf un lafzaon ko samjhne walon mein.. Agar taqat hai to sirf un lafzon ko samjhne walon mein!!!”

Kaash koyi Hota ,  Jo Samajhta is Dil Ko.. Baarish ki pehli boond aur Sard subah ki pehli dhoop ko... Samajhta un ehsason ko , Jo shabdon se baiyaan nahin hote.. Aur Samajhta us ek aansun ko jo aankhon tak aata to hai , par kahin kho sa jata hai... Kaash koyi Hota ,  Jo Samajhta is Dil Ko.. Dil mein chupe hazaroon armaano ko, Un ankahee khayalon ko, Mujhko aur meri Tanhayi ko... Kaash koyi Hota ,  Jo Samajhta Is Dil Ko , Is shayeri ko. ..

My sincere apologies to all my readers for not updating my blog for a long time.. but that doesn't mean i have stopped thinking or my heart has stopped working... As i always say Whenever a thought strikes your heart and soul never let it go waste convert it into words... Since its a little difficult to blog then and there, i tried to convert those thoughts in SMS and here are a few msgs that i composed whenever i found myself lonely... Kehte hain Duniya simat si gayi hai... Chund taaron se judh si gayi hai... Par is mobile aur net ki duniya mein, humne to khudko bheed mein bhi tanha paya hai.. Do ghoont pine ke baad rota paya hai.. Kisi ke intezaar mein waqt ko bhool gaye hain, Intezaar kiska hai ab to yeh bhi bhool gaye hain... Hamari nazaron se dekho duniya bikhar si gayi hai, Taaron ke jaal mein Fus si gayi hai... Yeh Rishte bhi kitne ajeeb hote hain na??? Kab kisse jud jaye iski khabar hi khan hone dete hain... Kis baat se toot jayen yeh kisko pata... Ehmiyat inki tab pata chu...

kaash thum jata waqt wahin.. [SELF COMPOSED] [DEDICATED TO PEOPLE WHO ARE OVER BUSY WITH THERE JOBS AND DON'T HAVE TIME FOR FRIENDS] " Kaash Thum Jata Waqt Wahin.. Na aate hum is mukaam kabhii... Saath rakhte the jin doston ko.. Aaj waqt hi nhin un kamino ko... Taras gaye hain.. CCD ki coffee pine ko... wo toot toot kar chese burst khane ko... 2 ghoont pine ko.. Aur chuski ki chusk lene ko... Saath baithkar 2 min batiyane ko.. Thakee maar maar ke hasne ko... Wo raat raat bhar jagne ko... wo class mein sone ko.. Aur Daaru pikr rone ko... Wo Janamdin par pitne ko.. Aur IP pe multicast karne ko... The kabhi zindagi ke boss humhi.. Aaj boss aur office zindagi ho gayi... Office ki coffee me wo mithas nhin.. IP to hai par muticast nahin.. Baaton mein jazbaat nahin.. Haste to hain par Ab wo baat nahin.. Ab wo baat nahin... Kaash Thum Jata Waqt Wahin.. Na aate hum is mukaam kabhii..."

kaash thum jata waqt wahin.. [SELF COMPOSED] [DEDICATED TO PEOPLE WHO ARE OVER BUSY WITH THERE JOBS AND DON'T HAVE TIME FOR FRIENDS] " Kaash Thum Jata Waqt Wahin.. Na aate hum is mukaam kabhii... Saath rakhte the jin doston ko.. Aaj waqt hi nhin un kamino ko... Taras gaye hain.. CCD ki coffee pine ko... wo toot toot kar chese burst khane ko... 2 ghoont pine ko.. Aur chuski ki chusk lene ko... Saath baithkar 2 min batiyane ko.. Thakee maar maar ke hasne ko... Wo raat raat bhar jagne ko... wo class mein sone ko.. Aur Daaru pikr rone ko... Wo Janamdin par pitne ko.. Aur IP pe multicast karne ko... The kabhi zindagi ke boss humhi.. Aaj boss aur office zindagi ho gayi... Office ki coffee me wo mithas nhin.. IP to hai par muticast nahin.. Baaton mein jazbaat nahin.. Haste to hain par Ab wo baat nahin.. Ab wo baat nahin... Kaash Thum Jata Waqt Wahin.. Na aate hum is mukaam kabhii..."

Disclaimer : A song that was famous in a lot of Engineering coll's in the days when my uncle did his Engineering!! Just like we enjoy " Koi deewana kehta hai koi pagal samjhta hai " *I have tried to reproduce the entire song to the best of my memory, the original song might have a few minor changes!! Lovely si madam decent dhoondenge.. Not temporary permanent dhoondenge.... Lovely si madam, Aha ha ha…Hmm Hmm Hmmmm… Chahe bengal ki ho, chahe gujrat ki ho, Shimla ki ho ya pyaare, woh nanital ki ho Hum aisi, ho ho ho, hum aisi, hmm hmm, hum aisi beauty queen dhoondenge. Not temporary, permanent dhoondenge Lovely si madam, Aha ha ha…Hmm Hmm Hmmmm… Achhi si Height ho, color bhi white ho, Rashan ka yug hai pyaare kum se kum diet ho, Rashan ka yug hai pyaare kum se kum diet ho.. Hum aisi, ho ho ho, hum aisi, hmm hmm, hum aisi Sweet Sixteen dhoondenge. Not temporary, permanent dhoondenge Lovely si madam, Aha ha ha…Hmm Hmm Hmmmm… Evergreen ho, Beauty queen ho, Age bhi uski pyare,...

This post was composed by -  Moushumi Samajdar When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Each day you  hoped and prayed, That he would keep staying this way. He treated you like you were supposed to be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And till one day it went all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you felt and wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend and would never mend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things might be untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the only one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too...

Posted by mobile phone: "Just a random thought at the middle of night.. Pardon me for the idiotic rhyme, and understand the feeling behind..." I always thought i was different And doesn't need any other person for existence... Friends n Girl friend all were there.. But i got comfort alone at stairs... So many dreams, but so little i could do.. So many people, but alone i was that is true.. I was abnormal.. but never bothered... Coz i was different.. And needed no one for existence.. But when the cool wind blows.. And i stand in corridors... Alone i don't want to be.. But find no one along with me... Friends girl friend still there somewhere.. But that special someone nowhere... Its then when i feel.. I need someone with mee... Not a girlfriend whom i thought was different.. Not a group of friends who don't understands... A guy or a gal i don't care.. But who enjoys this air, The night and its flare... The fluttering leaves and the chimering winds... Not a word...

Here's something that made an impact on my heart... its something i can listen to again & again...  perfect blend of heart toching poetry and laughter...  [vid]OGmttv48ytE[/vid] "Koi  deewana kehta hain  koi  pagal samjhta hain,  magar dharti ki bechani ko bas badal samjhta hain, Main tujhse dur kaisa hu,tu mujhse dur kaisi hain, Yeh tera dil samjhta hain ya mera dil samjhta hain Ke mohobbat ek ehsaason ki paawan si kahaani hain, kabhi kabira deewana tha kabhi meera diwaani hain, Yahaan sab log kehte hain meri aakho mein aasu hain, Jo tu samjhe toh moti hain jo na samjhe toh paani hain Mat poooch ki kya haal hai mera tere aage, Tu dekh ke kya rang hain tera mere aage Samandar peer ka andar hain lekin ro nahi sakta, Yeh aasu pyaar ka moti hain isko kho nahi sakta, Meri chahat ko dulhan tu bana lena magar sun le, Jo mera ho nahi paaya woh tera ho nahi sakta Bhramar  koi  kumudni par machal baitha toh hungama, Humare dil mein  koi  khwaab pal baitha toh hungama, Abhi tak doob...

"love at first sight" a poem i came to know from the movie "turn left turn right" that really touched my heart... Love at First Sight by Wislawa Szymborska They both thought that a sudden feeling had united them This certainty is beautiful, Even more beautiful than uncertainty. They thought they didn't know each other, nothing had ever happened between them, These streets, these stairs, this corridors, Where they could have met so long ago? I would like to ask them, if they can remember - perhaps in a revolving door face to face one day? A "sorry" in the crowd? "Wrong number" on the 'phone? - but I know the answer. No, they don't remember. How surprised they would be For such a long time already Fate has been playing with them. Not quite yet ready to change into destiny, which brings them nearer and yet further, cutting their path and stifling a laugh, escaping ever further...

i hv got these lines from somewhere on internet n i like it very much... the person who hs written these lines.... i really admire u... these lines are amazing....... here they are:----- Tum Kia Jano Yaadon Main Kho Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain Dil Main  Dard Samoo Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Tum Kia Jano Sawan Ka Mousam Kitni Aagg Lagata Hai Barish Ki Bondoon Ko Choo Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Ab To Chooti Si Baat Par Bhi Yeh Dil Bhar Sa Jata Hai Halki Si Dil Ko Lagti Hai Thokar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Ab Tu Yeh Jeena Bhi Hum Ko Boojh Sa Lagta Hai Din Bhar Is Baat Ko sooch Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Zakham Zakham Hain Aakhain Meri Maazi Ki Parchain Si Apnay Undar Lahoo Daboo Kar Aankhain Kitna  Rooti Hain   Tum Ek Duniya Lai Gai Ho Tum Ko Kia Ehsaas In Rahoon Main Tanha Si Ho Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   {my fav line.....}

composed for sum1 special dont ask who "Dost dekho to sirf char akshar, mano to poori zindagi... kehte hain dost milte hain naseeb se, mera to naseeb hai is dost se... log aatein hain,jaatein hai, bus yaadein chood jate hain... par unme se kuch log dil mein sama jaatein hain... dosti ki misaal hai mera yeh dost sub logon sekhaas hai mera yeh dost ab aur kya kahen hum, bus jindagi se bhi ajeej hai mera yeh dost... Dost dekho to sirf char akshar, mano to poori zindagi..."

hey ppl mein koi shayar nahin hun but just composed the foll... lines while i was enjoying the breeze on the roof top of my hostel... i dont know aapko yeh lines kaisi lagengi but this is something that came out from my heart plz do read it..... "Aaj in hawaon mein ek ajeeb si baat hai...    pyar bhi hai,vishwas bhi hai... par fir bhi is dil ko kisi ka intezaar hai    kuch baatein hain,kuch yaadein hai... par fir bhi is dil ko kisi ki intezaar hai    dost hazar hain,pyar beshumar hai.. par fir bhi is dil ko kisi ka intezaar hai    darr lagta hai kisi ke aane ka...                  aakar fir chale jaane ka.. par fir bhi is dil ko kisi ka intezaar hai   Aaj in hawaon mein ek ajeeb si baat hai...   aur is dil ko kisi ka intezaar hai...                   bus intezaar hai....." w...