Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Entry for October 17, 2006

Everything is good arnd me... every1's happy its festive time... bt still i dnt know why i am nt happy.... something is wrong why i am nt comfortable when i try to smile...Image
well i guess 1 reason cn be... a fact that has been proved wrong in my life...
i always believed that i understand girls n whats going on inside them...bt in the past week or so.. i realized am wrong... i dnt understand ny1.. i dont understand feelings..well i think i dnt understand myself.. thn who can i understand ny1 else...Image
well from all this i hv learnt 1 thing.. dnt think abt ny1 else b4 doing sumthing coz u nvr know whats going on in other person's mind especially girls...
bt still sumwhere in my heart i think i know n understand girls.. may be i hv been proved wrong.. bt i guess that wsn't my fault it was other person's fault.. i guess thay also dnt know themself....Image

lets forget everything... n enjoy the festive season... n just trust me life will be good... afterall its ur life make it large...  n enjoy it to the full extent...
n as i always say no1 is worth... stopping ur life for...stop thinking abt those who dont care 4 u.... 1 day u'll find sm1 who will think like u n will understand u... n that my fren is the person made 4 u........Image

so ENJOY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Image

Monday, October 16, 2006

Entry for October 16, 2006~~lessons from life...

hmm i know am writting after quite a long time... but life ws kindoff busy...both for mind n heart....

first let me brief about what all happened in my life... starting with something coz of which my life ws really down for the past few weeks.. now that relationship confusion is kindoff over.. bt not so easily... in the process of relieving me from that tention i hd to hurt some1 bt i guess that ws necessary... both for me n her... n i know she'll understand n we'll be good frens soon.....
besides that ws really busy with exams n all....

i forgot to mention 1 thing... there was sumthing else too that helped me get out of all my problems n tenstion..it ws MURIOUS'06 the first tech fest of juit{my coll} of which i ws an organiser...

continuing with my life... got some new frens,some really good 1's bt i guess.... relationships always comes with problems... some made me feel really special but then after a few days... whn she had a good place in my life as a gr8 fren.. let me down..... i worked on her to make her compatible with the coll n professional life... coz i knew ppl like her are just on the verge of being pissed of by the world which i didnt wanted... bt i guess i cant prepare some1 for difficult times in life... coz whn problems come u forget everything..so u can just learn from life n no 1 can explain life to u.... bt for now i can say 1 thing i lost some1 special... bt it doesn't matter coz i hv learned so much in my life now... that all these things doesn't matter whts imp is.. i took her as a gr8 fren n i did my part as a fren bt if she still want to act like a kid n want to do whatever she wish.. i cant help her... i just hope she doesn't have to face the harsh realities of life n people...


leving everything beside.. all these things hardly matter coz i hate tentions inlife now n i dont wanna get tensed or senti coz of anything like this.. i mean i wanna enjoy life... n dont wanna ruin it by thinking about every1 else...
trust me frens... i hv lernt a few things in life...


>u never know whoz ur fren n whoz nt.... so think b4 trusting sum1


>dont ever stop living ur life coz of sum1 else..no1's worth it...


>there should be no1 in ur life whom u cant leave in 20secs...

>life is short... live it up..n enjoy every moment...
well there's lots much to write about bt may be l8r... not in a mood to write more catch u soon till then take very good care of urself n live every moment.... a very happy diwali n eid mubarak in advance.....