~IT's My L!Fe~

“ I came for a REASON , My Love Extended it To a SEASON wanted it to last for a LIFETIME but Lost my LIFE in DELUSION!!! While I was carpeting the Rough road you were Enjoying in the sea of LOVE!! Never Expected an Answer , Never expected Love... All I expected was some TRUTH and All I got were TEARS!!! "

This is a post that i wrote on January 3rd 2007, when i used to blog only when i had a bad day and some thought would be disturbing me, and my blog was one place where i used to pour out all my feelings!!! So why am I re posting a Two and a Half year old entry, well just read this post and then I'll tell you why... Just when i thought that my life is rocking with out any problems n tensions….. something happened which reminded me of 1 of my previous blog entry where i wrote:— “when love invades,,,,, frenship fades….” yes this quotation again proved to be a truth… it feels so bad when some one who is close to u, n was with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship… I am not talking about just sm1 bt 1spl one… yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her when she ws in trouble or pain or when she had a fight wd her love… bt a month long love story can break years of friendship n trust… just think how will u feel when a fren like this who ws s...

This post was composed by -  Moushumi Samajdar Long long ago when I was down that day, You came by my way to make it all go away, It felt like a dream to feel something so pure, Yet i never knew if it was true for sure. Down and lonely were the nights that passed, Definitions of friends were lost in d dark, Hurt and pain was all I had, To smile again was in the past. Then one day u came to me, On a night when the gods sent gift it was to be, To nurture me in your friendship you thought, The beginning of a life, that seemed so distraught. Ever since that day I needed none, Life always seemed so much fun, I feel that it was that golden time, Which I now miss, with you as mine. Now after being friends for years to come, I faltered and hurt the one, I cared the most and always loved, Never to forgive myself unless I payed and shunned, My heart bleeds for the deed undone, Never again can I feel t...

Yes you read it right i am figuring out what friendship is. All my previous posts are about love and life but for the first time a post about friendship and not just some ordinary post a post that seeks to know what is FRIENDSHIP. I know all of you must be thinking how can i ask what friendship is when i am the one who keeps on saying it the best relationship we have on earth, Its something more than love even right? Well a recent incident just made me think a lot about it, so when you talk about a friend does that mean someone who knows all about you, who's always there for you and you say that you know each other so well that anything that on friend does can never make the other friend go mad... Well think over it again... and think about the times when you do something and get scolded by your best friend that this is wrong, you shouldn't have done that or don't do this and stuff and then one day your friend does the same thing... Remember the times when your friend does ...

jst whn i thot that my life is rocking wdout ny probs n tensions..... something happened which reminded me of 1 of mine previous blog entry where i wrote:--- "when love invades,,,,, frenship fades...." yes this quotation again proved to be a truth... it feels so bad when some 1 who is close to u,,n ws with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship... am nt talking abt just sm1 bt 1spl one... yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her whn she ws in trouble or pain or whn she had a fight wd her love... bt a month long love story can break years of frenship n trust... jst think how will u feel whn a fren like this who ws so close to u tells u on ur face that she has changed her cell no n she ws nt takng ny1's call after being asked "that why were u nt taking my calls or replying to my msgs which i hv been sending for past 1 month.." n evn after this she tells u that she wont giv...

hmm i know am writting after quite a long time... but life ws kindoff busy...both for mind n heart.... first let me brief about what all happened in my life... starting with something coz of which my life ws really down for the past few weeks.. now that relationship confusion is kindoff over.. bt not so easily... in the process of relieving me from that tention i hd to hurt some1 bt i guess that ws necessary... both for me n her... n i know she'll understand n we'll be good frens soon..... besides that ws really busy with exams n all.... i forgot to mention 1 thing... there was sumthing else too that helped me get out of all my problems n tenstion..it ws MURIOUS'06 the first tech fest of juit{my coll} of which i ws an organiser... continuing with my life... got some new frens,some really good 1's bt i guess.... relationships always comes with problems... some made me feel really special but then after a few days... whn she had a good place in my life as a gr8 ...

DISCLAIMER:- the following lines doesnt refer to any person its just a genral representation of my mind... these days ppl ask me:-- vaibhav whats wrong yaar tum bahut tense n disturbed lagte ho...n infact i am feeling very low these days but why??? even i dont know why i am feeling so low n sad ...haan itna jaroor lagta hai that i am lonely...n like no one is there with me... then ppl say that u hv so many good frens... but i dont know aisa lagta hai jaise dost hote huye bhi nahin hain...kaun dost hai kaun nahin yeh pata karna bahut mushkil hai...especially here in JUIT kaun kub badal jaye u never know... i know even i hv some faults..well everyone have  n so do i,,no one is made perfect but i just know one thing that agar mein kisi se dosti karta hun to seriouslly karta hun n hamesha saath deta hun koi self intrest ke liye kabhi kisi se dosti nahin karta... its always rt. frm my hrt... but it seems that i'll have to change myself... coz this world is not going to change the meeni...

composed for sum1 special dont ask who "Dost dekho to sirf char akshar, mano to poori zindagi... kehte hain dost milte hain naseeb se, mera to naseeb hai is dost se... log aatein hain,jaatein hai, bus yaadein chood jate hain... par unme se kuch log dil mein sama jaatein hain... dosti ki misaal hai mera yeh dost sub logon sekhaas hai mera yeh dost ab aur kya kahen hum, bus jindagi se bhi ajeej hai mera yeh dost... Dost dekho to sirf char akshar, mano to poori zindagi..."

ppl if u have not read my second last entry {sub-self composed quote} then plz scroll down n read that first... hey ppl this blog entry is actually a sequel of my last two entries.....aaj bus baithe baithe dil mein ek khayal aaya kya maine apni last two blog entries post karke kuch galat to nahin kiya...coz yaaron aaj aisa lagta hai ki agar hum acha dost hun to mere mein itni understanding to honi hi chahiye ki yeh samaj sakun dosti ka rishta is nowhere compareble to relation of love... dost hun to unke pyar ko samjna chahiye mujhe naki apni dosti ko lekar unki life mein taang adani chahiye balki mujhe to unke love ko badne dena chahiye naki usme taang adani chahiye shayad yahi dosti hai....what do u think guys....pata nahin ek din socha tha ki ab mein use dost nahin kahunga but frens aaj bhi mein kisi se uske baare mein kuch galat nahin sun sakta n hamari dosti bahut achi thi n i think it still is n this is the call of this relationship that i shud stop thinking abt myself n let th...

hey frens i just composed this quote after something happened in my life will tell u abt that l8r first see this quote:- "whn love invades~frenship fades" i composed this coz of the fact one of my very good fren who is my other fren's gf.but my frenship with this gal was indipendent in nature n not at all related to this guy...n now they r 2gether n a few weeks back i had a fight with this guy n 2day i came to know that my best fren is also not tlking to me n is angry with me....just because this guy told her abt our fight but was our frenship so week that she didn't even talked abt it to me n never asked me abt my sid of story n became angry without telling me anything... so guys what do u think don't  u think whn love enters some1's life they tend to forget their frens..is frenship a very weak relationship.....????????? waiting for ur comments......