~IT's My L!Fe~

welll to start withh..lets cont..with my last entry... well am over with that bad moment of my life.. it ws all full of pain n why not??? something like this nt expected from a 4yr old fren... bt i guess this is life.. u can nt trust ny1.. bt as sm1 told me "v nvr get wt v want... v nvr wnt wht we gt... v nvr hv wht v like... v nvr like wht v hv... stil v live... stil v luv... stil v hope.... this is life" ... so am over wd it hmm but i dont thing i can ever forget those memories.... "waise aaj fir kisi ki yaad aayi hai... in hawaon ke saath kisi ki khushboo aayi hai.... to kya hua wo saath nahin... km se km unki yaadein to unki tareh nahin!!!!" hmm this is i guess my destiny... only the persom whom i love the most.. whom i hv always taken as my best fren.... leaves me... i guess its better nt to care for ny1... aaj such mein i am missing 2 ppl a lot!!! 1 to samne hokar bhi saath nahin n dusra door hai pr use humari yaad nahin.... bt something which...

DISCLAIMER:- the following lines doesnt refer to any person its just a genral representation of my mind... these days ppl ask me:-- vaibhav whats wrong yaar tum bahut tense n disturbed lagte ho...n infact i am feeling very low these days but why??? even i dont know why i am feeling so low n sad ...haan itna jaroor lagta hai that i am lonely...n like no one is there with me... then ppl say that u hv so many good frens... but i dont know aisa lagta hai jaise dost hote huye bhi nahin hain...kaun dost hai kaun nahin yeh pata karna bahut mushkil hai...especially here in JUIT kaun kub badal jaye u never know... i know even i hv some faults..well everyone have  n so do i,,no one is made perfect but i just know one thing that agar mein kisi se dosti karta hun to seriouslly karta hun n hamesha saath deta hun koi self intrest ke liye kabhi kisi se dosti nahin karta... its always rt. frm my hrt... but it seems that i'll have to change myself... coz this world is not going to change the meeni...