1-1-11 is here... A new year a new day unfortunately I woke up after noon and most of the day has already passed but does it make a difference...
Well hell yes because till 31-12-2010 I had so many plans for the year to come but sitting here writing this post I don’t feel any difference except for the fact that if I manage to post this it’ll be a big thing for me as It’ll mean that I have overcome the writer’s block. I might not be an awesome writer like some of my friends especially Varun and Hundoo but I also hit that wall at times…
Coming back to the year’s game if I didn’t have the No liking and joining stupid application and pages policy I would have joined the recently surfaced “2011 IS ALREADY SCREWED UP. I CAN’T WAIT FOR 2012” group on Facebook.
The starting of 2010 like every year was absolutely normal if not exciting, I had a good job at least enough to keep the so called near and dear ones silent… But by the end of year I have seen the true colors of an IT company… It’s a big poorly managed industry that manages projects of some of the most managed verticals. Maybe that’s the reason on the 1st anniversary of my job I was forwarding my profile to managers for a different project as the previous client was financially unable to pay me.
By the end of first quarter two important things happened my dad’s promotion and transfer to Delhi along with my best buddy Sahil getting transferred from Mumbai to Noida. The first news meant end of my freedom and second gave me the hope that I still got a chance. Result Dad Mom staying in Gurgaon and me and Sahil taking a place in Noida. The end of the year also brought another change and that is I now want to shift to Gurgaon. The reasons – well if you get it by the end of post do let me know.
The year was also like a roller coaster ride when it comes to my love life which in one word can be described as Non-Existing. Explored a new kind of love this year the one in which you fall not because of your heart but because of your brain. I call it the intellectual connect maybe that’s the reason it was really easy to get over with… but the journey was really interesting with some very close one’s staying away from the entire thing and some so far coming so close to hold me in my times of need.
But the entire journey made me feel really proud of the fact that I can stand up to truth and I can proudly say as of now I have no regrets. Of course I made mistakes but I never thought twice before saying Sorry.
This journey also made me believe that I can be a Good Motivational speaker and someone’s lows are my motivation.
Anyways enough of this Bull shit... Let’s come to the awesome part of the year. This year my friends saw different versions of me, Facebook was full of numbers like 2.0,3.0,3.5 beta and all such kinda crap, the only significance these number have is that I was happy in the second half of the year. A big reason for it was Hundoo aka pinkie...
Alcohol, weed, friends, parties and Non Veg took majority of space in my Facebook posts {Sorry for the irritating @having posts}. By now most of you might have understood the meaning of lines like Bhaiji kala la rha hun or om namoh shivaye…
Guess I managed to keep the Work-Life balance with the first half of year good because of work and second part where the work life was so damm frustrating that I had to run away to JUIT to keep the balance intact but the SOB Billu proved that he still sucks!! So unfortunately 2010 also marked an end to my journeys back to my Alma Mater.
Oh how can I forget all the lies & tantrums thrown by my Land lord to get me and kaiva leave his house...? Hundoo and Zain became witness to some of these. Zain you might like to enlighten the readers about why people thought you are a girl…
Must confess the year confused me a lot enough for me to erase my bio on FB Twitter and made me wonder who I am, what I want???
The answers I am still figuring out, but there something definitely wrong because I don’t feel like doing anything, going out. What is it that I feel satisfied with less I mean what happened to all my dreams my aspirations… what more on New Year’s eve I was sitting at my place and watching TV WTF! Is it because I am too fat and lazy now that I created this new theory “Pay for drinks and not the place you drink”…
Coming back to second paragraph of this post and all the great plans I was making for the year 2011. Maybe this will be the year when I’ll find solutions to some of my questions or problems... May be this will be the year Vaibhav will reduce weight {I certainly doubt that but hey these are some of the resolutions you have to make all the time}. This might be the year I’ll seriously go for MBA or change my job but for that I really need the answer to what I really want in Life.
2010 also changed the way I used to care {well good for me, bad for some and no change for people who matter} or my need to make people aware that I am still alive. The post is ending and there are so many changes which I made to be happy but still I am not!! The reason???
Let’s see what 2011 has in store for me. Wishing you all a very Happy New Year and if it’s not that good guys come’ on 2012 is just around the corner...
For those of you wondering why there’s no mention of Sahil Moushmi in this post, well here I mentioned them... There are so many people I wanted to mention but hey you know who you are and what you mean to me... Love you people…
Eat Drink Kiss Live Enjoy & Keep walking… Cheers!!!
1-1-11 is here... A new year a new day unfortunately I woke up after noon and most of the day has already passed but does it make a difference...
Well hell yes because till 31-12-2010 I had so many plans for the year to come but sitting here writing this post I don’t feel any difference except for the fact that if I manage to post this it’ll be a big thing for me as It’ll mean that I have overcome the writer’s block. I might not be an awesome writer like some of my friends especially Varun and Hundoo but I also hit that wall at times…
Coming back to the year’s game if I didn’t have the No liking and joining stupid application and pages policy I would have joined the recently surfaced “2011 IS ALREADY SCREWED UP. I CAN’T WAIT FOR 2012” group on Facebook.
The starting of 2010 like every year was absolutely normal if not exciting, I had a good job at least enough to keep the so called near and dear ones silent… But by the end of year I have seen the true colors of an IT company… It’s a big poorly managed industry that manages projects of some of the most managed verticals. Maybe that’s the reason on the 1st anniversary of my job I was forwarding my profile to managers for a different project as the previous client was financially unable to pay me.
By the end of first quarter two important things happened my dad’s promotion and transfer to Delhi along with my best buddy Sahil getting transferred from Mumbai to Noida. The first news meant end of my freedom and second gave me the hope that I still got a chance. Result Dad Mom staying in Gurgaon and me and Sahil taking a place in Noida. The end of the year also brought another change and that is I now want to shift to Gurgaon. The reasons – well if you get it by the end of post do let me know.
The year was also like a roller coaster ride when it comes to my love life which in one word can be described as Non-Existing. Explored a new kind of love this year the one in which you fall not because of your heart but because of your brain. I call it the intellectual connect maybe that’s the reason it was really easy to get over with… but the journey was really interesting with some very close one’s staying away from the entire thing and some so far coming so close to hold me in my times of need.
But the entire journey made me feel really proud of the fact that I can stand up to truth and I can proudly say as of now I have no regrets. Of course I made mistakes but I never thought twice before saying Sorry.
This journey also made me believe that I can be a Good Motivational speaker and someone’s lows are my motivation.
Anyways enough of this Bull shit... Let’s come to the awesome part of the year. This year my friends saw different versions of me, Facebook was full of numbers like 2.0,3.0,3.5 beta and all such kinda crap, the only significance these number have is that I was happy in the second half of the year. A big reason for it was Hundoo aka pinkie...
Alcohol, weed, friends, parties and Non Veg took majority of space in my Facebook posts {Sorry for the irritating @having posts}. By now most of you might have understood the meaning of lines like Bhaiji kala la rha hun or om namoh shivaye…
Guess I managed to keep the Work-Life balance with the first half of year good because of work and second part where the work life was so damm frustrating that I had to run away to JUIT to keep the balance intact but the SOB Billu proved that he still sucks!! So unfortunately 2010 also marked an end to my journeys back to my Alma Mater.
Oh how can I forget all the lies & tantrums thrown by my Land lord to get me and kaiva leave his house...? Hundoo and Zain became witness to some of these. Zain you might like to enlighten the readers about why people thought you are a girl…
Must confess the year confused me a lot enough for me to erase my bio on FB Twitter and made me wonder who I am, what I want???
The answers I am still figuring out, but there something definitely wrong because I don’t feel like doing anything, going out. What is it that I feel satisfied with less I mean what happened to all my dreams my aspirations… what more on New Year’s eve I was sitting at my place and watching TV WTF! Is it because I am too fat and lazy now that I created this new theory “Pay for drinks and not the place you drink”…
Coming back to second paragraph of this post and all the great plans I was making for the year 2011. Maybe this will be the year when I’ll find solutions to some of my questions or problems... May be this will be the year Vaibhav will reduce weight {I certainly doubt that but hey these are some of the resolutions you have to make all the time}. This might be the year I’ll seriously go for MBA or change my job but for that I really need the answer to what I really want in Life.
2010 also changed the way I used to care {well good for me, bad for some and no change for people who matter} or my need to make people aware that I am still alive. The post is ending and there are so many changes which I made to be happy but still I am not!! The reason???
Let’s see what 2011 has in store for me. Wishing you all a very Happy New Year and if it’s not that good guys come’ on 2012 is just around the corner...
For those of you wondering why there’s no mention of Sahil Moushmi in this post, well here I mentioned them... There are so many people I wanted to mention but hey you know who you are and what you mean to me... Love you people…
Eat Drink Kiss Live Enjoy & Keep walking… Cheers!!!
Dear Gere... I feel good you still have the strength to feel things (very few people) and portray it in your own words (again very few people. I don't wanna write any 'kewl stuff' so let me get straight to the point. For you feel things very strongly and I personally believe this is the first sign of being alive. To feel and express. But sometimes this creates a boundary and we are unable to see and notice the other side of the world. I really hope this new year you will try to step out of the virtual existence around you and start expressing yourself for something real...for the way I have known you are capable of! For stop running after things and moving towards what you really want...I hope you are exactly going the where I am trying to point. Your existence is more than just a 9-5 job! You have the potential...but then everyone has. You gotta make a stand this time...you gotta fight for what you belive. Its a make belief world...saali aadhi duniya khud ko kool ya 'acchaiya ka putla' dikhane mein mari jaa rahi hai...andar se sab khokla hai. Take some time for yourself to decide who you really are...and that will automatically tell you what you really want. Give me some great news this 2011. Still counting on you...and forever will :)
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@Frost, Everytime you write/reply anything i kinda know what you’ll say n i know you r not wrong.. Thanks for the cont. motivation hopefully this will be the year… ;)
ReplyDeleteA wonderful journey gera babu, written in a truly uninhibited and wholehearted manner, i really loved this piece, passion really flowed very hard here, cheers to that....and welcome back to the writer's highway, hope you don't hit anymore blocks....
ReplyDeleteps: and i'm really glad that i was one of the very few people you mentioned in the post.
@Raphael, Thanks bro.. i have talked about a lot of ppl bs naam kisi ka nahin aaya....
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