~IT's My L!Fe~

jst whn i thot that my life is rocking wdout ny probs n tensions..... something happened which reminded me of 1 of mine previous blog entry where i wrote:--- "when love invades,,,,, frenship fades...." yes this quotation again proved to be a truth... it feels so bad when some 1 who is close to u,,n ws with u for so long.. makes u feel that love is much much imp than frenship... am nt talking abt just sm1 bt 1spl one... yes a person for whom u did so much,, u were there for her whn she ws in trouble or pain or whn she had a fight wd her love... bt a month long love story can break years of frenship n trust... jst think how will u feel whn a fren like this who ws so close to u tells u on ur face that she has changed her cell no n she ws nt takng ny1's call after being asked "that why were u nt taking my calls or replying to my msgs which i hv been sending for past 1 month.." n evn after this she tells u that she wont giv...

Well it ws a gr8 day.... n infact i was waiting for this day forpast 2 yrs yes i got my voters card as i turned 18 2 yrs back n this ws thime i voted... although elections were of chandigarh municipal corporation bt i felt really good... right from childhood my family hs been asociated with elections deeply bt this time it ws my chance to get involved... i felt proud of the fact that now i also hv a say in elections i can take my own decisions... even i also have the power to contribute to the future of this country... yes u might thing that i hv gone crazy n its just 1 vote n am saying so much bt believe me ask the importance of 1 vote from that poltician who lost by 1 vote.... it ws a gr8 feeling......

Kissing Explained A first kiss should always be done while the two of you are alone. This will help to avoid any unnecessary nervousness and embarrassing situations. The best type of kiss is one that uses different variations.. . such as starting with a small kiss, working into a French Kiss, maybe sucking on your partner's upper or lower lip...       And don't just leave kisses to the lips. Kiss their cheeks, their chin or their eyelids. This can be very seductive and romantic. Basic Kissing Tips Great Breath - This is very important. Make sure you brush your teeth before going out on your date. There is nothing worse than kissing someone with bad breath.     If your date consists of having something to eat before the actual kiss, make sure you have a mint on hand to take right after you finish eating. Don't take the mint just before the kiss or chew on gum. You don't want to have something in your mouth when you kiss....

Everything is good arnd me... every1's happy its festive time... bt still i dnt know why i am nt happy.... something is wrong why i am nt comfortable when i try to smile... well i guess 1 reason cn be... a fact that has been proved wrong in my life... i always believed that i understand girls n whats going on inside them...bt in the past week or so.. i realized am wrong... i dnt understand ny1.. i dont understand feelings..well i think i dnt understand myself.. thn who can i understand ny1 else... well from all this i hv learnt 1 thing.. dnt think abt ny1 else b4 doing sumthing coz u nvr know whats going on in other person's mind especially girls... bt still sumwhere in my heart i think i know n understand girls.. may be i hv been proved wrong.. bt i guess that wsn't my fault it was other person's fault.. i guess thay also dnt know themself.... lets forget everything... n enjoy the festive season... n just trust me life will be good... afterall its ur life make it large...

hmm i know am writting after quite a long time... but life ws kindoff busy...both for mind n heart.... first let me brief about what all happened in my life... starting with something coz of which my life ws really down for the past few weeks.. now that relationship confusion is kindoff over.. bt not so easily... in the process of relieving me from that tention i hd to hurt some1 bt i guess that ws necessary... both for me n her... n i know she'll understand n we'll be good frens soon..... besides that ws really busy with exams n all.... i forgot to mention 1 thing... there was sumthing else too that helped me get out of all my problems n tenstion..it ws MURIOUS'06 the first tech fest of juit{my coll} of which i ws an organiser... continuing with my life... got some new frens,some really good 1's bt i guess.... relationships always comes with problems... some made me feel really special but then after a few days... whn she had a good place in my life as a gr8 ...

well its been a long time since i posted anything bt kya karta... circumstances were like tht..... kabhi khushi kabhi gum.... 1 day whn i ws happy n ws abt to write  a blog entry... life became upside down... it ws a weird period... full of ups n downs.... hmm u must be wondering ki meri life hi aisi kyun hai baki kisi ki life to aisi nahin hai... well life is nvr gud or bad---its just ur state of mind... the way it handles diff situations.... waise dekha jaye to it ws a confusing time for me,my mind n for my hrt... ws stuck in the net of relationships.... wht relation tht to i also dnt know coz tht ws the problem........ finally am out of it bt trust me the results r nt in my favour..... n acc.. to my sixth sense.. afteraffects will also be nt in my favour.... a bad period is abt to begin bt i think this tiem i'll hv to do sumthing... afterall  i  hv  to  survive.... nyways will write more l8r on.... busy with exams n controling emotions rt now.... u tc n njoy ...

i hv got these lines from somewhere on internet n i like it very much... the person who hs written these lines.... i really admire u... these lines are amazing....... here they are:----- Tum Kia Jano Yaadon Main Kho Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain Dil Main  Dard Samoo Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Tum Kia Jano Sawan Ka Mousam Kitni Aagg Lagata Hai Barish Ki Bondoon Ko Choo Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Ab To Chooti Si Baat Par Bhi Yeh Dil Bhar Sa Jata Hai Halki Si Dil Ko Lagti Hai Thokar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Ab Tu Yeh Jeena Bhi Hum Ko Boojh Sa Lagta Hai Din Bhar Is Baat Ko sooch Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   Zakham Zakham Hain Aakhain Meri Maazi Ki Parchain Si Apnay Undar Lahoo Daboo Kar Aankhain Kitna  Rooti Hain   Tum Ek Duniya Lai Gai Ho Tum Ko Kia Ehsaas In Rahoon Main Tanha Si Ho Kar Aankhain Kitna Rooti Hain   {my fav line.....}