Sunday, September 18, 2011

Status Posts Unplugged

It’s been so long i wrote anything, not that i don't think or i don't feel the need in fact i myself broke my self-created 1st rule of blogging - "Never Let a thought go waste" but a beautiful status post rightly defines the reason for not writing as well as the reason for this entire post which is about the two status posts i posted today -



Zindagi sabhi k liye wahi rangeen kitab hai... Farq sirf itna hai k kisi ne har panne ko dil se padha.. aur kisi ne bas panne palat liye.. {Via - Swati Sethi's wall post, real source - Unknown}

 

I have been thinking about this line a lot since I read it first.. Looks really simple sounds great but there's so much more to it… Especially when you actually feel it understand its real meaning and at times you even know what all you can do but the worst is when you don't even have that courage to make amends and knowingly you keep screwing up your life!!!

It’s only when you are completely fresh & relaxed that you actually realize the depth of such simple lines or should I say its only then “Hum har panne ko dil se padh pate hain” otherwise “Hum bhi sirf panne hi palat rahe hain haroz”

 

"Ishq di mere mitra pehchaan ki. Mit jaave jadon zid apnan di" {Via – Namaste London}

 

Unlike the real meaning of these lines as described in the movie as “ Pyar ka matlab sirf hasil karna hi nahin hai” I also have a different version of the meaning.. It’s not the deep out of the world meaning infact it is just the straightaway word by word meaning in Hindi but it does have a depth to it…

I feel it also means “Ishq ki doston pehchaan ki kya jab kisi ko paane ki zid hi khatam ho jaye” what I mean is after we get someone we always wanted if we start taking that person for granted and don’t try to want that person a little more every day, we stop considering every day as something new and a little more beautiful than the previous one and do not make that person feel more loved with each new day then I guess love has lost its meaning…

There are a lot of threads on internet that describe the meaning of these words but there’s actually no real meaning of any word it’s the perception of the person reading it and his/her state of mind at that particular moment.

This actually reminds me of a few lines I composed long time back while listening to a song and hearing different perception of my friends about the lyrics…

 

“Log kehte hain Shabdon mein bahut taqat hai… yeh Lafz chahen to Dil badal

sakte hain insaan badal sakte hain aur to aur yeh poora mulkh badal sakte

hain..

Yeh lafz to aapke bhi hain aur hamare bhi par fir kyun, na hum dil

badal paye aur na hi insaan..

Jab badal gaye lafz aur na badle mulkh tab

jana asli taqat na to un lafzon mein hai aur na hi unhe kehne walon mein..

Agar taqat hai to sirf un lafzaon ko samjhne walon mein.. Agar taqat hai to

sirf un lafzon ko samjhne walon mein!!!”

 

Oh yes FYI I am not drunk today, it’s just that I have created the right environment around, Coke studio kind of music, Newspaper covering the Tube Lights, just the right room temperature, Work from home day so completely relaxed {No traffic jams & potholes} takes me back to the good old tension free college life and my hills facing Hostel room! Deep thoughts amidst the deep hills are inevitable…


 

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Baanvre dill kya karney chala hai..

Baanvre dill kya karney chala hai...
Jo tera  ho nahin sakta usse pane chala hai..
Sapna rangeen sahi par hai to sapna hi..
Wo door sahi par hai to apna hi...
Na rakh wo chahat jo mumkin nahin...
Kho dega usse bhi jo hai to apna hi..


Baavren dill kya karne chala hai..
Sapna ek haseen dekhne chala hai..
Sambhal ja e dill yeh mumkin nahin...
Pane ki chahat jisse tu rakh ke challa hai..
Baavren dill kya karna chala hai....


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Sunday, January 2, 2011

Ripping the Year & Stripping the life…



1-1-11 is here... A new year a new day unfortunately I woke up after noon and most of the day has already passed but does it make a difference...

Well hell yes because till 31-12-2010 I had so many plans for the year to come but sitting here writing this post I don’t feel any difference except for the fact that if I manage to post this it’ll be a big thing for me as It’ll mean that I have overcome the writer’s block. I might not be an awesome writer like some of my friends especially Varun and Hundoo but I also hit that wall at times…

Coming back to the year’s game if I didn’t have the No liking and joining stupid application and pages policy I would have joined the recently surfaced “2011 IS ALREADY SCREWED UP. I CAN’T WAIT FOR 2012” group on Facebook.

The starting of 2010 like every year was absolutely normal if not exciting, I had a good job at least enough to keep the so called near and dear ones silent… But by the end of year I have seen the true colors of an IT company… It’s a big poorly managed industry that manages projects of some of the most managed verticals.  Maybe that’s the reason on the 1st anniversary of my job I was forwarding my profile to managers for a different project as the previous client was financially unable to pay me.

By the end of first quarter two important things happened my dad’s promotion and transfer to Delhi along with my best buddy Sahil getting transferred from Mumbai to Noida. The first news meant end of my freedom and second gave me the hope that I still got a chance. Result Dad Mom staying in Gurgaon and me and Sahil taking a place in Noida. The end of the year also brought another change and that is I now want to shift to Gurgaon. The reasons – well if you get it by the end of post do let me know.

The year was also like a roller coaster ride when it comes to my love life which in one word can be described as Non-Existing. Explored a new kind of love this year the one in which you fall not because of your heart but because of your brain. I call it the intellectual connect maybe that’s the reason it was really easy to get over with… but the journey was really interesting with some very close one’s staying away from the entire thing and some so far coming so close to hold me in my times of need.

But the entire journey made me feel really proud of the fact that I can stand up to truth and I can proudly say as of now I have no regrets. Of course I made mistakes but I never thought twice before saying Sorry.

This journey also made me believe that I can be a Good Motivational speaker and someone’s lows are my motivation.

Anyways enough of this Bull shit... Let’s come to the awesome part of the year. This year my friends saw different versions of me, Facebook was full of numbers like 2.0,3.0,3.5 beta and all such kinda crap, the only significance these number have is that I was happy in the second half of the year. A big reason for it was Hundoo aka pinkie...

Alcohol, weed, friends, parties and Non Veg took majority of space in my Facebook posts {Sorry for the irritating @having posts}. By now most of you might have understood the meaning of lines like Bhaiji kala la rha hun or om namoh shivaye…

Guess I managed to keep the Work-Life balance with the first half of year good because of work and second part where the work life was so damm frustrating that I had to run away to JUIT to keep the balance intact but the SOB Billu proved that he still sucks!! So unfortunately 2010 also marked an end to my journeys back to my Alma Mater.

Oh how can I forget all the lies & tantrums thrown by my Land lord to get me and kaiva leave his house...? Hundoo and Zain became witness to some of these. Zain you might like to enlighten the readers about why people thought you are a girl…

Must confess the year confused me a lot enough for me to erase my bio on FB Twitter and made me wonder who I am, what I want???

The answers I am still figuring out, but there something definitely wrong because I don’t feel like doing anything, going out. What is it that I feel satisfied with less I mean what happened to all my dreams my aspirations…  what more on New Year’s eve I was sitting at my place and watching TV WTF! Is it because I am too fat and lazy now that I created this new theory “Pay for drinks and not the place you drink”…

Coming back to second paragraph of this post and all the great plans I was making for the year 2011. Maybe this will be the year when I’ll find solutions to some of my questions or problems... May be this will be the year Vaibhav will reduce weight {I certainly doubt that but hey these are some of the resolutions you have to make all the time}. This might be the year I’ll seriously go for MBA or change my job but for that I really need the answer to what I really want in Life.

2010 also changed the way I used to care {well good for me, bad for some and no change for people who matter} or my need to make people aware that I am still alive. The post is ending and there are so many changes which I made to be happy but still I am not!! The reason???

Let’s see what 2011 has in store for me. Wishing you all a very Happy New Year and if it’s not that good guys come’ on  2012 is just around the corner...

For those of you wondering why there’s no mention of Sahil Moushmi in this post, well here I mentioned them... There are so many people I wanted to mention but hey you know who you are and what you mean to me... Love you people…

Eat Drink Kiss Live Enjoy & Keep walking… Cheers!!!